fret fret worry PANIC!!

This morning..... i awoke with a knot in my stomach and a lump in my throat....... for 3 or 4 weeks ago, Mikko tells me .. Peaches is in concert at Zouk, but shes NOT SURE... .. but she doesnt tell me when or anything, and so i just visit the Zouk website, and the Peaches website and dont find anything... so im like yeah wateva, prob some other group/person (theres lots of groups/bands/djs hypothetically called peaches in my opinion)

And then on Saturday, i see Mikko again .. and shes like so did you check the Peaches concert .. and i was like nah.... and she showed it to me on the Zouk website ... and shes playing on the second of november... and that was in TWELVE DAYS! and i read it and theres like 800 tickets..... and at this point im sure im screwed .... and theyre closed sunday .....

And so that left monday, today ........ and i was fretting the whole day ... Peaches isnt SUPER famous, but she IS famous..... out of the 4 million people in singapore .... would 800 people know her? would 800 people LIKE her? being nervous about his prospect, i started asking my customers (had a school bookfair today) if Peaches was famous here... the first person i asked thought i was talkin about FRUIT! which made me feel a little better, (imagine how stupid she must have thought i was .. askin if singaporeans knew peaches!? and how concirned i was wen she sed she knew peaches ..) and the more people i asked (i only asked like 6 people! i wasnt being freaky! lol) the more confident i felt that i would get a ticket. but then again, this was just one school, one group of people, ....

So after work i practically sprinted all the way to Zouk, id never been there b4. it was a little confusing .. but finally after appearing completely retarded to a bar tender, i found the lil shop place... and there behind the counter was quite the cutie... but i dint realize that at first cuz i was pretty nervous.... butterflies all up in my belly .... so ... really apprehensively and anxiously , i inquired about Peaches tix. and yay! i was right! she had a fair bit left..... and i got one yay! .... (i have nobody to go with cuz all my friends here are emo losers!) and then while she was doin her thing, i had a lil chat with her .. she was REALLY nice.. its so rare to strike up a conversation with a stranger and have it feel GENUINE! .. it was REAL .. and it really made me feel extra good, cuz its something our society has lost...... and when i left, she told me to take care, and i could tell she meant it too... it was nice...mabby ill see her again..... she really liked peaches ... and .... stereotypically..... it is the gay/bi gurls who like her ... (mmmm.. yes ...jessi is still closeted ill have u know ... teehee)

PEACHES LIVE IN CONCERT BABY! HERE I COME! (alone!) LOL. also I LOVE U MIKKO!



imm soo excited.... (lalala) and i just cant fight it (doodeedum!) im about to lose control and i think i like it!!!!